What should I do to avoid more humiliation?

What should I do to avoid more humiliation?

My mom is completely over protective about me. My health is not very good. I have medical conditions which makes me have to wear a diaper. the doctors are fixing this problem I have and while the medicine is in, it makes me not be able to control my bladder. The medicine is supposed to stop my extreme temperature changes, and other things. My mom decided to send me to boarding school since she did not like the school where I live. She arranged things with the nurse and we agreed that everything would work. Since I still had another 14 weeks on my medication I still had to wear diapers. According to the school code, I would also have to have a daily checkup where the nurse would make sure that everything was running fine. I would be in a dorm with other girls, (about 7) and the dorm advisor. I begged my mom not to tell anyone about the meds but being who she was, she did. Thankfully it was only my dorm advisors, but she also told my teachers. I was not happy but atleast is wasn’t any of the students. When I got to the boarding school I went to my room to unpack. My mom had bought me a pair of loose jeans so no one could tell. I was assigned to a top bunk. When I was all settled, I went to the nurse for my check up and medication. That was a lot worse than I had expected.
The nurse was very nice, but firm and would not stand for any arguing. She had me lay down on the table so she could take my temperature. she pulled down my pants and then diaper, and inserted the thermometer. This was so embarassing. MY mom had a mouth one and so did my doctor, but this nurse didn’t. and it was very slow. She just had me lie there on the table until 5 minutes later. it beeped. my temperature was fine so she went on with the medicine. She gave me 2 swallow pills. Then sat down next to me and told me to lie on the table stomach down. She pulled down my diaper and pants then took them off. ‘What are you doing?” the nurse told me that my mom had given her other medicine to give me and she showed it to me. there was a big sized eye dropper filled with liquid. She told me that this had to be applied for the first 6 months that I was there. it was supposed to help my nerves, however she said that I might have muscle spasms at night. The nurse injected the eye dropper and squeezed in all the liquid. When she pulled away I was about to sit up when she told me i had to lay down while it sank in. i felt horrible and angry at my mom. Why was she making me go through this? I was lying there half naked. And worse, a girl came in who was about the same age as me to get some medicine for her headache. when she saw me she laughed, then sat there for a minute while the nurse came in. by that time another girl showed up who had fallen and needed a band aid. they were the same age and started pointing and laughing. they were still gigling as they left. the nurse told me that I could sit up. she put a new diaper on with all sorts of padding inbetween the legs. I asked why and she said it was more absorbant so I wouldn’t have to change as much. She also told me because of the new medication that I would have to wear a speacial night gown at night. She showed it to me and I could have cried. This night gown was a like a dress but at the bottom it had a diaper extra padded that was completely visible. it also had a alarm on it so if something was wrong with my body, it would beep and someone could get help. The end of the alarm had to be inserted in my rectum every night and I had to sleep with it. the top of the night gown was two ropes. she said that my dorm advisor would attatch these to the bars on the side of the bed so I didn’t fall out. she sent me on my way.

that nightI waited until the last possible moment until I put on my night gown. when I did I slipped right under the covers. as I was pulling out my book, my dorm advisor called me over to her bed, (which was in the middle of the dorm. the other girls were looking and pointing at me as they saw I had the “special” night gown on. apparently nobody else did. my dorm advisor who was pretty strict, told me to lay down on this plastic board that was sticking out from the wall. I did as I was told and she pulled down my gown to reveal the diaper. everyone laughed and pointed at me. she then took down my diaper and stuck the alarm up my rectum. it was not very confy but she said that I had to keep it in. she then walked me over to my bed and tried to attach the ropes. the bars were not very tall and I knew that I could roll over them very easily. She still attached them, and when I argued, she made them tighter. I still complained. she could not stand for it so she loosened them. sat me up. then lifted up my gown showing my diaper completely. I thought she just had to fix something with the alarm. but then she told me to lay down I did so and she tightened the ropes again. then she left. i was not under the covers and I could not move. all the other girls came over and started pointin

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